Growing !

`Already so long time already ,

`How am i going ? Did i grow up ? Did i do what i promise?

`Me also no idea with it !

`Today super [ think too much ]

`Suddenly feel so much things i starting to care , to think !

`Thinking what is right what is wrong !

`With friends no topic , no good !

`I trying to change myself ,

`I trying to get topic ,

`I trying change mine proud attitude ,

`I trying to join them!

`But , seem what i 'rajin' is only nothing !

`I'm really don't know want to do what already !

`I trying to having chat with mine popo when i free ,

`I trying to saving money for mine parents ,

`I trying to thinking for them !

`But , I don't know have i did mine job?

`I really don't know why some mine friends can grow such awesome !

`They growing until not what me can imagine !

`I envy them but i proud to them !

`They have already become .. mine growing idol !

`I want to learn from them ~

`Just .. leaving to Jesus and praying he bringing me on the journey !