Yung Farewell Part 2

` Here mine Farewell part 2 !

`Haha , at nite we going harlo cafe having diner !!

- Friends are involve is -

Boys - [ Money , Woxian ,RongYaw ,Lee , Ahhao , Gary and Me ]

Girls - [ Hilda , Joanna ,Fanny And Kimberly ]

`Haha I am so enjoy and suprise u noe !

`Those 4 gurlz are making one Cheese cake for me !

`Haha , but tatday all of us are over full !

`So they ask me tml bring to sch gib them ! LOLX !

`Tat nite harlo cafe not much ppl !

`Whole cafe is our sound haha ..

`Those waitress arhh .. serve us serve till gonna headache jor ! lalala ~

`We fast fast finish our diner dhen tooking photo and playing at there !

`Those waiter arh , still boom me for why no bring knife and bla bla !

`Cheh , got how merh ! borow sia will die x_X

`Lalalas haha !!

`After diner and playing around ..

`We dhen go to imperial for finding ahhao them !

`Lolx , fanny them are run into boys toilet take group photo gain XD

`Haha !! waoo !! :D lalala !

`Lastly dhen we decided to go Marina Bays !

`Becoz tat was mien favourite place !

`And horh , i hav been long time nvr going there !

`There hav lots mine memory !

`Happy , sad , angry all got x)

`Hiak hiak ..

`Around 10.30pm dhen i send the leftover friends back ^^

`Haha , Anywhere thx for u ppl gib me another memory yesterday!

`Reli reli enjoy and love it ^^

---------- The Photo ----------

[The Process they Making Cakes ]

`I get the photo frm kimberly haha !! :D

`Thx gurlz ^^

[ Joanna ] QingRen :D

[ QingRen ] gain ^^ haha !!

`See wad woxian do !

[HamJimPeng] -Woxian

`Lolx .. Sunlight Water :D

[Aminah] - Fanny ^^

[Witch] - Hilda haha !

[Kimberly with me ]

[Superman] - ahhao =)

[Transfomer] - KimSam LOLX !

[Stoopid] - Gary XD

[Boss] - RongYaw !

[ With RongYaw take 2 ]

[ Our Group photo with the cake they gib me ]

[Group photo take 2 ]

`Ahhao is nearly lost :x

[ Boys with the cherries ]

`We order with the " Harlo IceCream "

[ Girls With the red Cherry ]

[ Fanny , Kimberly , Me , RongYaw , and Hilda ]

[ Foods And Drinks ]

`Tis is wad all of us order ^^

[ Our Bills ]

`Lolx , Its cost us rm210++ i think !

`Thx for it guys ^^

[ 1 little 2 little 3 little " Indians " ]

`Haha , we playing around when they chosing bag at Nike Shop!

[ Fanny , Kim , Me , Money , Hilda ,AhXian ]

`At imperial hotel 's toilet haha !!

[ All of Us gain ] ^^

[ Marina Bay's ]

`Lolx , tooking by Ms . Fanny !

`I like tis photo ^^ sart weii !!

[ Cakes they make ]

`Lolx , me hav ate bit bit juz now !

`Its damn nice erh haha !

`Tml u ppl gonna try it ^^

[ The Casing ]

`Lolx , ever see the Secret Recepit and Mabaker together ?

`Haha , they using recepie 's bag and mabaker ' s casing !

`Lolx , i having another nice days gain ^^

`Thx for ppl !! reli reli thx it !!

`Lalas :D

`Hmm will be Farewell part 3 tml !

`Enjoy with mine blog ^^

Yung Farewall Part 1

`Tis blog is about yesterday btw ~

`Haha , becoz i buzying in xxx so late update jor !

`Me dun had how edit the photo also becoz reli like not enuff time for me to use haha !

`Anywhere enjoy mine photo later :D

`Hmm ,Farewall party is coming one by one ..

`Ytd i'm so fan in dun noe should happy or sad !

`Happy - becoz enjoy the time with everyone !

`Sad - becoz mean time gonna leave them is coming soon !

`So ytd me not reli in mood ..

`Dhen lastly i found mine answer !

`Mii should be veri veri happy !

`Becoz fren are aranging party for me also wanna gib me a good memory !

`So me muz enjoy and appreciate it !!

`Haha :D sorrie fren for telling mine mood XD

`Lalala ..

`Friends part 1 thanks for the party yesterday !! =)

---------- The Photo ----------

`Money , Me , AhXian And HuiPing !

`Money [Mr.ShaDan]

`Mousiee [ Lala ]

`Mr.Piggy [JiaRui]

`HamJimPeng [ WoXian ]

`Frogiie [ah hui]

[ SongLin , EeZhen , WenFong And EeLeng ]

[ Do Re Mi ]

`JiaRui , Money And Woxian

`They Are reli in pee haha !

[HuiPing , JiaRui , Money And Me ]

`In the Toy"Rus" haha !

[ Lala with Me :) ]

[Back - HuiPing , WoXian , JiaRui , ME , Money ]

[Front - LiHui and Lala ]

`Our group photo by : Nickson!

[ Mousie And LiHui ]

`Ops forgot edit tis photo haha !

[ Three Of us Gain ]

`Lihui camera is in front larh

[ Aiai and HamJimpeng ]

`Tehee mwarkks ^^

[Mr . Piggy And Mr. Money ]

`The End for mine farewall part 1 !!

`I going to post part 2 later ! :D

`Friends frm part 1 thx for u all !!

`Mwarkks .. haha !!

`Thx reli ^^

`Tis is the picture i found it online !!
`Haha .. Tuesday nite .. Shu jie sudenly say wanna bring me go lunch !
`Waoo , xia dao wo xia xia !! LOLx ..
`Dhen Wednesday afternun she ask me go " car " she !
`Dhen we having lunch at Banana Leafe !
`Its mine first time having Idian food somethings like tis ?
`Lolx .. its reli so .. special !!
`Hiak hiak ..
`Dhen saw xiaohui jie and hui gor 's mum !
`We sit together and having lunch =)

`Anywhere .. thx Shu jie !! hiak hiak !!

[ Dear Lord ]

`Dun k how i try ..

`I reli knot stop thinking of mine problem !

`Although i promiss so many ppl i can do it , i can solve it !

`But , WAD SHOULD I DO ?

`Mouth say like tis , but heart not tink so !

`Arghh , why why why ?

`Me are reli feel so tired on it !

`I reli hope there will be any Miracle ..

`I keep telling mine self " Gib yourself one more chance "

`Till now .. i still dun noe mine answer !

[ Dear Lord ]

`I pray for you

`Juz like wad they told me

`Telling u mine problem and let u help me solve it ~

`But , iziit reli work ?

`I worrie enuff becoz mine date not left too much !

`Hope u telling me some ways

`The ways can solve mine problem ! so please !!

`Me reli nid ur help ! haihx !!

`Today me early wake up and prepare going to Castle :D

`Becoz last nite HuiGor promiss bringing me go into sch seeing he counselar period !

`Waoo , first time he allow me go in hiak hiak !

`Damn fun with it !! for me larhh !!

`When the Counselar class finish ,

`Me dhen kpkp at Castle with LehBing And Ngieming !

`Ngieming are gintio enuff XD

`Becoz he going gib Jacinta suprise at Castle LOLX !!

`Later i will post one photo of the preparation frm hm =)

`Congraz u two ^^

`Afternun Amy , Michelle them are having Sukan !

`Lolx . dun noe they playing wad x_X

`But damn funny with it hahaha !!

`Lalalas !!

`In the evening we playing around at Tanjung !

`LOlx , all of us are playing like a kids =)

`Lastly dhen i send everyone back !

`And we go swiming with HuiGor them !

`Actully not going but last i miss the water too much and go gain !

`Haha !

---------- The Photo ----------

` The Preparation by NgieMing for Jacinta !

`Wao , so many looking to the table when they arrive in Castle haha !

`Lolx .. see tis two photo !

`I was kping around when Helen Jie buzying " Dok " cucumber !

`LOlx .. see she having pro skill on it XD

`Haha

`Bendan Nana eating Fishball

`with the tomato saurce on mouth ^^

`When the competion are start !!

`Tooking photo at Tanjung !

`By a Auntie =)

`Thx you so much .. ( ur skil are too ... )

`The Photo of Everyone Took by KhaiSoon !

星期六 ， 因为一时贪玩参加了青少年团！
因为我们的阿肥会在当晚做见证分享！
所以我们就去了！

这次是我的第一次，但是也是我的最后一次了！
因为，下个星期六是就给一班朋友约了出去庆祝
真的有点点生气，为何……
……这么慢带我来参加教堂 :x
因为就算要去，可能都在别个地方的教堂了！

这次的聚会里，我有了很深很深的感动，
当然也带了点点的伤心……
因为芬姐要我们思考的四个问题，
彻彻底底的难倒了我，心里马上立刻产生了矛盾……
每次，我把朋友真的真的看得很重要。
好像，生活里少了他们的影子我就浑身不自在！
往往受伤了却是自己在一旁复原!
唉 ， 这时师傅，钧姐，辉哥等等都要听我唠叨，诉苦！
对不起哦！

-教会里的四个问题-

1.当你面对与家人的发生冲突时，你最想谁安慰你？

2.当你受伤疲惫时，你最想谁安慰，陪伴你？

3.当你年对苦难时，你最想谁安慰，慰问你？

4.当你面对失败时，你最想谁安慰，扶持你？

说真的，当我看到这四句问题时……
我呆了，不断的思考……想了又想 ，
越想越矛盾……当然不必问，
给予当时的我一定先想到朋友……
因为这些问题我都遇过了，
起先我就跟他们分享，
当然也希望得到一些人的回应！
可是等等等……
就连一句问候也没问，短讯也没回……
只想要简简单单的关心，
就让我失望了！
想着想着 ， 那晚我就把眼睛给弄湿了！
很幸运的也没被发现，不然羞死了！

回家后，我不断从复想了那些问题，
就很疑问为何我会这样，他们为何有那样……
跟辉哥还有钧姐谈了后，
他们都给我一样的答案 ：“ 他们太小了，体会不到你的需要！”
就一直劝我改， 改掉我那不好的性格！
虽然不怎么接受，但是我开始尝试了！
希望这小小的一步， 能改变我后半人生的一大步！

但是那晚我还是很开心，
因为我把两个心愿给了我的朋友和小瓜们！
我不后悔就希望你们能得到天父的祝福 =)
当然……
～谢谢青少年团出了四句让我不断反省的问题，
～谢谢钧姐把哪些问题及给了我，听我罗嗦还对我说了很多东西！
～谢谢辉哥给我意见，还有他的耳朵也应该受了不少罪 =P
～谢谢师傅，那天我把我的问题发她看后，告诉了我该怎么办！（ 希望你忘记你的不开心）
～还有一些些的 “ 朋友”　咯！

希望我能够快快改掉“ 没有朋友很难活得观念! ”
我要打败 “ 寂寞 ” ，迎接 “开心 ”

钧姐给我的一句话 , 我也把它给你们……

“ 信心是什么？信心就是当你不明白的时候仍能坚持，痛苦失落时仍有盼望。”

终于，我害怕很久的事情发生了！
我收到了他给我的短讯，
不知道为什么，
我觉得好像我又做错了什么，
我看到他的难过？伤心？内疚？
当然，也要结束掉我们之间的关系！

到现在我都还没有回复他，
我很烦，真的很烦！
难道这就是你想要的？
我当初会发短讯给你，
是希望你能知道我的看法，我的感受……
最后，却变成了这样的结局！

或许，以你认为想结束就结束……
是件人人想办就办得到的事情，
那么，你有没有想想我看到后是什么心情？
在你们眼里，
也许我是万能的，我要什么有什么，
其实，我什么都没有！

我真的很恨我自己，
恨我自己如此的失败，如此的没用！
为什么就不能拖到我离开了，
等到我不能面对的时候，
才告诉我？！！！

下午听了大家的看法，
有的叫我自己决定，
有的支持我结束掉我们的关系，
有的劝我想清楚，
有的劝我找他谈谈！！！

我很烦，很烦，很累，很累……
真的不知道该真么办,
也不知道自己的想法是什么！
真希望睡了一觉后醒来，
事情能有小小的改变，
我希望的不多，
就那小小的!!!!


如果我的短讯伤害你了，对不起是我不好！