`Hmm , today i saw u in parkson !!
`In mine mind ..
`I tot ui will find me ..
`Who noe uii nvr do it oso !!
`UIi noe tat time i was so disapointed on u erh !!
`How come n with you become till like tis jor !!
`Sienx + Sad after seeing u like tis x_x

经过昨天三个小时的交谈，
我不知得到了一些建议，
同时，也让我跟认识　“　雪球　”　！
谢谢他跟我分享很多事情，
让我对自己错误，自私的想法有了很大的改变！
不止如此，简单的三个小时．．
我也逐渐对　“　主 ”又有了一些小小的认识！
我真的能够把剩下的，多余的事情交给 “ 主”　处理吗？
如果真的能，我倒是求之不得！

或许我真的吧朋友看得太重要了，
最后却演变成了一种错误，
只有我一个人在乎他们的想法，
反而他人都漠不关心我的感受！
我发觉我把这些人看的太“重要”了！
不管他们建议我什么，我都会毫不考虑的答应！
最后就让大家觉得，有或没有理会我都不时间重要的事情！
可是，但他们“受伤”的时候．．
找我聊天时，我发觉我还是一样帮助开导他们！
这已经不是第一次了，　我到底该怎么办？
我还能医生么方法改变我的性格？
我真的好想改　！
不想再过那种我在乎别人，别人不在乎我的日子！

“雪球”建议我　：“　放手吧！或许因为这样他们在能发觉我的好，发觉我的重要！”
我会尝试，但是以什么方法呢？
不管如何，谢谢“雪球”对我的建议！
就如她所说，试试交给“主”吧！
希望大家所谓的“主”能帮助我度过这次的难关，
让我找回我的信心！

我很想对“这些”朋友说～
“我很乐意你们遇到问题找我谈心，可是，在我需要你们的时候，你们却在那里？你们往往从我这里得到你们要的东西，就马上消失的无影无终！你们对我的认识有多少，是否真的知道我喜欢什么，我讨厌什么，我需要什么，我希望什么？

对于　“你”，
不管你每次给我多少的承诺，或答应我的事情！
“你”总是没有做到，反而“你”答应别人的事情你却做了！
每次我都暗示想得到你的关心和问候，
你总是敷衍的句子带过！对我和对别人，
你总给对方较好的待遇，
不管你对谁，
总是比对我还好！
我希望这次对你的漠不关心，
能把以前的“你”唤醒！”

到处“撒爱的天使”已经慢慢离开我了！
因为“爱心天使”的好意，却让我受到不少的伤害！
希望“爱心天使”的离开，我能得到“希望天使”的帮忙，
让我从新找到人生的意义，真心的朋友！

“雪球”和“可乐”的关心和建议，
我会好好记在心里，
希望他们也能得到“希望天使”的帮助，
让他们把在生活中遇到的困难解决掉！

×我不知是否能把我所答应的事情做好，
×但是．．．

“尽力而为吧！”

简单的相聚

今天在百盛里，见到了以前一起唏哩哈啦，大吃大喝的朋友_反派党！
虽然里面很多成员都到外面读书，就简简单单的四位朋友，
很显然的，我却发现他们的友情很圆满！
他们也不会说因为一些朋友到外面读书而减少聚在一起的时间！
反而还会在剩下的日子里聚一聚，做他们想做的事情！

再过几天又有朋友要离开美丽了,
到别的地方为他们的梦想和学业而努力！
在来临还不到70天的日子，很快也轮到我了！
不知道那时我回忆什么样的心情离开！
要是如果我读书的地方如民都鲁和美里那样的距离，
那该有多好！

虽然跟他们离开学校后，在一起的时间减少了，
但是见到他们的时候，我们还是一群无所不谈的好朋友！
从他们那里听到最感动的一句话是：“　在离开前，联络大家一下！”

一杯可乐　，　一块比萨的相聚．．
却让我们之间回到了以前那种常有的＿有说有笑的　“　欢乐时光　”
希望在我的生活中　，　那种欢乐时光的更我的每一位朋友分享！！

`Yea la yea la !!
`I noe i'm the one for you after use dhen throw away !!
`Niama !! me got so fan merh !!
`Do till like tis lagii !!
`I noe transparent maa , see dou noe liaw !!
`Hav you ever tink do like tis worth or not ?
`Hmm, sienx sia lur !!
`If this is wad uii wan , dhen juz do it bah !
`Kan puo nia !! o0o

`Lolx ! Omg !! so fast now oledi midnite niaw !!
`I'm so tired lerh !! but i still feel wanna update tis blog haha !!
`Hmm , 9 May 2009 !!
`Tis day ishh sii beh sienx T.T
`Everyone going out erhh , juz ahyung knot go !! hahah !!
`Juz stay in stoopid shop help uncle working piff !!
`Shuang sii them x)
`Wait june i wan oso hoh !! herh haha !!
`Guan ni men arh !! lalala !!

`Although me knot go !!
`But thx uii ppl oso narh !!
`For those say wad wanna help me dapau ?
And those comfort me by ask me go out next time gain,
`And Ojipala ! lolx !!
`I noe i noe but i damn enzy marh haiyoo haha !!
`Nvm nvm !! thx yea x)

`Tat time me totally like a dead body xP
`Body in shop but soul oeldi go find them play ? lolx !!
`Wtff kisiao rite ? hahah !!
`Haiyoo me reli reli so long time no join them go out niaw erh !!
`Miss sii last time no nid work ^^ lolx !!
`Dhen me kpkp go say :" I wan took photo ! "
`Lolx !! coz like tis so me hav a simple new group photo gain ^^
`Hiak hiak !! LOve it so much !!

* Here the Starting of the photo !!*



`Tis photo is the onli group photo with everyone !!
`Tooking by mine MANAGER haha !!
`Lolx , thx him for not blame me talking around
`And still help me take photo lOlx =P
-Melvin, Kim, Hilda, Jacinta, JJ, ME, Lee, Fanny and Mousie -
`Lost one Yuu niaw!! she buzy there talking with fren x) haha !!

`Miss Jacinta with ahyung !!
`Mine stoopid and nice asistant haha !!
`Everyday juz allow me use rm15 lolx ?!!
`But now less saw she guard niaw hahah !! xD
`First photo tooking with she that day !

`Witch Hilda !!
`Lolx , jio me eat MCD !! seii uii haha !!
`But thx for asking help me dapau oso larh !!
`Lalala !! xP
`And at nite oso send the pizza for me ?!! haha !!

`Wuiwiitt !! Qingren Joanna !!
`Haha !! tis qingren !!
herh !! so parkson niaw st8 go eat !
`LOlx , dhen eat bao bao n play bao bao juz find ahyung !!
`Lolx !! dun worrie narh !!
`I dun had blame uii ^^
`Uii rmb muz happy everyday aa !!
`Dun think those ojipala de so much <33



`Stupiak lee !! haha !!
`Tatday sudenly jump out infrnt me !!
`Xia dao wo erh !! hahah !!
`Lolx!! pity him tatday damn bo wad mood enjoy !!
`Anywhere , Happy Bit bit aa !!



`Woots with Miss Kimberly !!
`Lolx !! forgot she promiss me wad wad niaw ?!!
`Eat mrybrown or wad haha !!
`DUn noe laa knot rmb sudenly !!
`Me tatday so late late juz saw she oso ^^
`Haha !! xD



`Fanny sha po ^^
`Lolx !! ishh sha sha geh x)
`Say wad find me diner dhen dun had lalala !!
`No laa is me knot go eat erh tatday pity sii T.T
`Next time oo Guan nii uii owns me one time ^^
`Lolx !!
`Dun there say me stoopid hoh hahah !!



`Woots with hilda gain !!
`Wuiwitt !! so near arh us !! haha !!
`Tis shapo !! niama !!
`Whole afternun saw me jiu ask me miss she haha !!
`Miss till mine shop geh fren all laugh lolx !! xD
`Thx for being so funny ^^ lalala !!



`Mine MOusiee !!haha !!
`Sorrie tatday she celebrating birthday early
`But me knot go nerh !! hahah !!
`Ben mousiee !! thx for your dapau ^^
`Lolz !! owns ask me wad wad like mine mother niaw uii haha !!
`Nvm nvm ahyung like it tehee !!
`Lalala ,ben mousiee !!
`Ahyung here early wishing uii Happy Birthday arh !!
`Dun forgot uii still owns me one cake n lolipop hiak hiak !!




`Tis one arh !!
`I dun noe wad her full name nehr !!
`Juz noe ahhui ahhui like tat call she haha !!
`She so funny n Q oso !! lolx!!
`Owns say herself so Q xP
`Funny sii ^^ lolx !!
`Ahhui !! thx for taking photo with me x)
`Blerkk



`Hoho !! lastly i get mine photo with yuu !!
`LOlz i still rmb last time she tou pai me hoh !!
`But tis time mine turn tou pai she so many ugly photo xP
`Bleerkk lalala !!
`Dun worrie me delete niaw laa hahah !!
`Happy when joke with ui x)
`Oso sha sha geh ^^ funny sii !!haha ~



`Mine tauke !! everise !!
`Lolx sudenly saw he infrnt mine shop oso !!
`Haha dhen sun bian ask he take photo xP
`Lols !!beside tat !!
`Today 11 May 2009 !!
`Ur birthday nerh !! haha !!
`Happy birthday to uii ^^



`See wad fanny doing !!
`Lolx she go took photo with a botak customer in mine shop !!
`Haha , funny sii !!
`Heng tat botak gf no saw it !!
`Becoz she buzy looking for contact lens haha !!
`Lalals !!



`Tis is the last photo luhr !!
`Three auntie talking infrnt mine shop haha !!
`Lolx , dhen i ask " POsing " lolx all "V" their hand then !!
`Fuuny sii !!
`PIff !!


`Hmm , thx for everyone bring lots of happy tatday haha !
`Wan to tell ui ppl tat !!
`Happy when joke or playing around with uii ppl hahah !
`Hope JUNE our next turn go play !
`MOre 2 week !! wait me beh ^^

- I AM GOING FREEDOM-

`Hiak hiak !!
`Mwarkss Good Nite yeahh !!

`Wao it been a long time i think i dun had update mine blog !!
`Going grow many mushroom niaw lur !! lalala !!
`I juz found tat mine life getting so boring haihx !!
`Everyday wake up , dhen prepare go work !!
`Work till late late juz back ! aduhx !
`Wad a stoopid n boring life for me i think !!

`Since i work me getting less together with mine fren niaw erh !1
`So miss the time me with them together x_X
`Haiyoo , before wad things me oso noe ! with all geh " gan qing " damn good oso !!
`But now , for me i feel geting worst n worst !!

`I still rmb tat time i so SURE n PROMISS " XIAO JUN" teacher !!
`Say i dun mind fren find me when they nid me !!
`But i found tat i am wrong erh !! me reli knot tahan they treat me like tis T.T
`When they got things nid mine help or share problem !!
`Sure find me !!
`BUT when they nuttin liaw , me find them lost oso dun noe like wads !!
`Sum before pakto , tel me tis and tat !
`After pakto liaw ! wakao !! MYB lost 2 year i think !!
`Dun noe wan sms how long tat ppl juz going reply me 1 or 2 nia !!
`Reli sienx arh !!

`Sum is when bf lost niaw !! dhen juz think dao me !!
`When bf back , waoo !! say oso no say make me keep waiting at there !!
`Me reli reli sha i think !!
`When sad me reli dun noe who will auto noe n sms asking about me !!
`Haihx !! i getting lost mine self niaww !!
`Wads can i do btw ?!!

`Like tis geh life ! me reli feel so tiring liaw !!
`Dun noe me still can tahan how long like tis !!
`Haihx !! myb like wads teacher say !!

" time getting change everythings "

`I dun noe beside fren find me is share about they sadness ,
`Me still is wad for them erh !!
`There are so much stranger feeling coming too me !!
`Arghh , if GOD reli apear in life !!
`May i belive YOU and teach me waad to do ?!!
`ME reli damn sad arh T.T

`You do everythings for them , but for me ui owns juz skip it !
`Haihx ! did uii noe wad feeling am i ?!!
`Please think about mine feeling oso can?