`So sad sia !! n oso disapointed !!
`Havnt know each other more dhen 1 yr !!
`Dhen every1 change~!
`Be4 all wont treat me like tis?!!
`Now myb think me is a veri " fan" ppl !!
`Hmm , i forgot how we noe each other edii !!
`N oso every1 .. i still rmb how we happy n everythings !!
`But today , i found it me is such a ppl for ui all?
`Izzit be4 me de gud dhen change back now nth ?
`Haihx !! Iziit every1 think tat for me ?!!
`U all be4 is so so o important to me !!
`But now ?!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`
`How come will like tis ?~
`If reli is mine problem , dhen i quit !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
`I will think go out study is best for me !!
`U all muz take care !! haihx !!
`MIss u all too !! miss the ime every1 together !!

`Hmm,After seeing ong ong blog ~
`Now i juz noe tat i gib she de disapointed so big?
`Sorrie for let u think like tis !!
`Frm begining till now me dun had say "sisbro" not good >.<
`Juz u all buzy marhs , dhen bit less contact liaw lur !!
`I so miss the time all of us together oso ~~!!
`Miss uii all so much !!
`Now sch gonna reopen soon
`Me cannt like be4 everyday ponteng go u ppl class gepo!!
`Cant together plant things
`Cant together happy in sch liaw
`Say reli , me reli so "bu she de" uii all
`During 2009 yr coming !!
`Myb me will leave ui ppl ? all is dun noe de things !!
`Haihx .. mine mum keep wan me go kl study bahs !!
`I dun noe wan how oso T.T!!
`MIss uii All so mUch !!
`I waiting the time we gud as be4 ok ?
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`Hmm i think in chung hua
`Everyone sure noe we tis gang !!
`Haha , err !! i think we noe each other during 2005 ?
`Myb lur , awhile nia .. edii 3 yrs liaw
`3yrs fren leh ( not a easy things for me )
`During tis 3yrs we do so much things be4!!
`Got happy? ,sad? ,querral ? ,Funny? wad ojipala we all hav !!
`Inside mine computer hav all tis 3yr de photo !!
`Every1 frm stoopid childish hav totally grow up 1 by 1!!
`Frm the photo , i dun noe wan laugh or angry or else
`Lolx .. tat time de us reli so sha sia!!
`Sha till dun had ^^
`Still rmb the time we sing together ? we dance together ? lols
`Sumtime still ponteng go opisite limteh larhs or wad
`Dhen during free time still ponteng go beach thr walk walk , n play
`Still took many photo tim haha
`All still inside mine computer ^^
`During holiday still dun had any1 noe driving marhs
`So owns use bus go here n thr !! lolx =D
`Now think back reli kinda funny sia ^^
`We owns gather together , sumtime still gather in one ppl home
`Dhen all sleep together ? lolx !!
`Dhen next day morning early wake up go eat " ban mee"
`Tat tim our lovely food =D gg !!
`After few month , i feel tat every1 totally lost contact
`Pakto de pakto, queral de queral , work de work hmm ?!!
`Be4 i leave here,I reli reli so wish sumday we can gud back as tat time haha
`Together do those stooopid n sha sha de things ^^
`Lalala , i belive this day will coming soon

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[Ong] - Hmm , sorrie tat i gib u feel tat i disapointed !!actully me still ok la, juz keep on waiting the day we hang arounf together gain haha !! hmm ,uii now work edii lur , muz noe how to take care urself k? tat nite 24 december , mii so wish u all can come out togehter but .. nvm lur now edii pass , haha ui dun like be4 sha sha liaw arhs !! muz noe protect urself , dun coz any boy make ur self so down !! got time jiu send send msg to me marhs =D aiyeoo !!dun forgot ur ring still at me here oo haha !! lalalx !! soon 2009 lur !! form5 liaw oso , muz jia you in study sin !! although dun had so gud , at least get pass enuff liaw ^^ hmm , anywhr !! miss ya

[Lyn] - Err , sorrie for last nite treat u like tat ! coz me reli bo mood lur !! but now tink back me reli sha sia !! got ppl asking n caring me still like tis >.< me ="D" enuff ="D">

[yen] - wahs , sha po yen !! me with uii totally lost contact edii !!Dun had important event or things , we dun had contact at all !! apuhs !! lalalax, nvm haha ..hmm for ui myb me dunhad ur other gor gor so gud !! but me will try mie best to do it ok ? u muz belive me can do it =D lalala !!miss the time u calling me "gor" gain xD gg !!

[min] - sha min !! aduhhz !! "mei you xiang dao " you oso will keep on online game haha !! be4 still say me keep on maple worhs , who noe now u oso ^^ erk , when got free find me come out mo !! u bu shi say wad wan badminton or wad merh , n me long time dun had kacau u liaw oso ^^ lalala see when come out gib me qifu yii xiiaa =D

[xin] - wenxin oii !! whr u? haha , kinda miss the time we owns ponteng n do stoopid tings !! hmm ,all of us reli change liaw lerh , although at outside meet oso like tis !! dun k how u muz take care urself oo ! muz fast fast come out those dark dark n evil de world =x

[pipo] - lolx , uii arhs ? still ok larhs , at least go out makan with me =.= ?!! lolx .. hahaa thks for owns do stopid things with me lur xP see pmr jiu finish liaw , continue study larhs uii .. work when oso hav still scare no time merhs ^^

[kah hoe] - still rmb last time find u is me sms u de lerh ,till half dhen u dun had reply oso !! hmm , how r u worhs !! lolx , uii oso long time dun had find me liaw oo =D got time rmb come find me go out arhs !! lalala

[zheng] - uii say 24 dec come out liaw will find me , who noe dun had oso piff !! lalala ,hmm not bad sia uii !! so fast got new aim oso ^^ jia you bahs =D dun forgot u promiss me driving liaw will pick me hoh ^^

[siang] - long time dun had saw u liaw oso, tat time saw u like tis reli got bit disapointed lur! be4 i noe de yun siang nt like tis de worhs !! muz fast fast stand up gain n change back urself k? ahyung belive u can do it ^^ if can leave the cigeratte world ok ?save ur money !!

[ahPao] - wohoo ? ui oso another smoke "ka" !! haha , if can leave it with yunsiang together ar ^^ hmm, u still owns me lolipop o_O lolx !! dun forgot hahah!! gurlz i noe easy get, but muz " zhen xi" oso oo =P

[ahfei] - hmm , thks god gib me got chance to noe u,although me not a so gud fren to u, but me will noe it ok liaw x) haha ! u sure noe earn money hard oso rite? so muz save save use,not saw wad buy wad ok? ^^

[jojo] - heii , when juz wanna bring me sit ur camry gain !! haha !! lalalax , although me less join u dhen ong them , but thks for normally do those stoopid things lai make us happy lur haha !! anywhr take care oso!!

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`Uii all muz take care worhs !!
`Soon 2009 liaw
`Each ppl hav own wan do de things
`So muz jia you to do it ok?
`Stop gib ppl say we are bad =D muahahaha!!
`hmm , dun forgot oso 9 september sisbro day !!
`Tis year who dun had come de , next year is got chance muz come oo
`If not .. hiek hiek hiekk .. see me piakkk uii all xD hahaha!!
`Kays lur sisbro !!
`I miss uii all so much !! thankss for gib me so much memory ^^
`Muackss !!!

`Hmm

`Tis few day jiu shi dun noe wad hapen lur

`Keep no mood gehs

`Haihx sienx sii

`Myb nth to do think too much erk ?

`Ytd jiu feel at home over boring plan go out kia kia

`At thr saw them pakto thr ~!!

`Haihx ..

`Me totally like dun noe wan do wad at tat time

`I keep emoing thr

`Emo bout i dun k wad hav happen

`Emo bout i so strong !!

`But actully mine heart is crying x_X!!

`Haihx !!

`Tat time me reli wan how

`I msg so many ppl

`Last juz few replying me T.T

`Why me owns got things wanna get one simply caring frm every1 so hard ?

`Can say totally almost all no reply !!

`So sad u ppl noe ?

`Iziit me normally treat ui all not enuff gud?

`Sienx arhs !!

`Dhen ahtal n jj keep tell me wad wad like tat lur

`But i thnk i dun had u two so "wei da" lerh!!

`I cant do it u noe

`Although few day liaw

`But think back

`Me still same not in mood !!

`Haihx !

`Hmm

`U tis few day keep told me sumthing

`Everythings u told me make me bit not happy ?

`Make me feel tat mineself so useless compare them

`I noe me dun had like them u say de so gud

`But , me edii try mine best to do , to change n everythings u noe?

`Do so much coz wad?

`Juz coz wish we more gud ? more close n everythings !!

`So hard merhs?Haix!

`Izzit me so "cha" for uii ?

`Coz every word frm u compare to other ppl almost hurt me !!

`So sad arhs ! T.T!!

`Everytime u say wad me oso ok

`Normally me juz wan u do a small small things to me cant oso ?

`Even send a msg asking how liaw during bo mood oso dun had

`Haihx !

`Me not mean wad

`Juz bit disapointed n sad onli lur !

自我肯定

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  你对你自己的肯定，远比别人对你的肯定来得重要而实际的多！！


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  可惜的是，多大数的人都牵末倒置。


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  于是，他们生命的价值便

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  我们每一个的生命都自成一个宇宙，高深莫测。


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  你永远不知道你的韧力有多强？


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  你的能力有多大？


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  你的潜力有多深？


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  你的耐力有多久？


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  你能学多少，用多少，付出多少，爱多少，原谅多少，发挥多少... ...


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  你不知道，除非你尝试。


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  生命如有探险，应该充满了好奇与挑战。不断摸索，不断努力，不断克服。当然，这中间也要经历许多惊险，许多刺激，许多艰辛，许多试探，许多血水与汗水的并流，许多重重困难的阻碍。但是，你也将因为不断的发现而欣喜，不断的收获而满足，不断的领悟而成长，不断的磨练而刚强，不断因为登临新的里程的境界而

`Hmm!

`Me edii few day chiong maple liaw

`Chiong till gonna sot liaw i think

`Haihx!!

~AhYung !!!

~Wake up larhs

~Btw wad r u thinking oo

~U think the world hav prefect things merhs ?

~Diuu ni arhs

~If dun fast wake up

~Charm de ppl is uii oo

`Hmm

`Coz at home total 3 day liaw

`Bit sienx lur

`Jiu find fren go out kia kia

`Who noe dhen go till tanjung eating

`Feel bit ok liaw

`Bo like last nite lur

`I willl try mine best to dont think too much !

`After going back

`Me continue login maple

`Although i keep say in maple will not think too much

`But those things still flow out bit n bit

`Haihx !!

`Stoopid things

`Leave mii far far can?

`Sudenly i receive msg frm jj

`She sudenly tell me tat she so gan dong?

`Hmm,

`I dun noe wad she saying oso

`But

`I dun noe wnna say wad to she

`Although i keep tell she

~Nth de Nth de!

~It will be okay to me

`But last i still noe i cant do it

`Juz keep like mood so down like tat lur

`Dhen she sudenly send one recorded song for me

`N ask me muz hear clearly the lyric!!!

-最珍貴的角落-

`Me hear liaw dun noe wan say wad

`Juz noe bit sudenly feel like sudenly got a power support me ?

`Feel like wanna cry ?

`But a boy cry wad oo?

`Juz can cry in heart enuff i think

`Thks jj !!!

`Although u owns tell me cheer up when bo mood

`But me owns still coz sum small things jiu bo mood like tis lur

`Hmm

`I wanna thk GOD ?

`Thks they gib me chance to noe u in mine live

`Thks u gib me a chance to be ur frenx!!

`THks everythings!!

`I dun noe a song will gib me think so much tings sia

`But i juz noe the time i write the blog

`I write everythings tat i think in mine mind sia!!

`Xie Xie nii ~~

`Mii will "Zhen Xi" the song u ak me hear!!!

`Thanks!!

• 哎，我真的不懂自己在想什么！！
• 就好像心情很差咯！！
• 有时我真的很羡慕周围的人！
• 不管他们怎样，发生什么事。。
• 都会有人在那里支持他们！
• 我很羡慕叻！
• 在我今年的生日，
• 有很多朋友帮我庆祝
• 其中，我忘记什么原因
• 某些人不能跟我庆祝
• 让我有点失望咯
• 但是他们却答应我会给我更好，更棒的惊喜
• 但是到今天都没有
• 让我的心里感到十分失望！！
• 他们不但到今天什么也没有准备
• 却还记得在别人的生日里准备礼物
• 每当我暗示他们，
• 他们却当着没听见！！
• 哎几难过一下咯！！
• 我真的希望有一天他们能突然给我惊喜！！
• 就算太迟，我也很高兴！！
• 我期待这天的到来！！

`Sorrie fren

`U all owns tell me be happy,cheer up or else

`Me owns promiss liaw but i cant do it

`Haihx !!

`I reli wish sum1 can suport me erhs!!

`Dun k any fren or gan mei or gan di

`But tis all juz a "DREAM" for me T.T!!

`Hmm

`Tis few day sms!!

`Me totally sms with same ppl o.o!!

`Sum is msg till half dhen lost without reason

`Apuhs !!

`I dun noe wan how oso !!

`Feel like sms with me so fan n make ppl hate >.

`Dun k wad reason

`Ahyung reli try best to change n good with u all liaw bahs!!

`If not gud de uii ppl muz say bahs

`Sudenly lost ,

`Dhen like sohaii waiting at thr !!

`Becuz tis few day bo mood

`Dhen i keep chiong maple lai paralyz mine self

`Use game make mine self dun to think too much

`In game me reli like wont think everything

`Once game bored, or feel tired

`Me start think many gain

`Hmm ..

`Ahyung so make uii all fan n hate merhs?

`Y so hard like together with he!!

`If dun like jiu st8 say lur

`Y nid like tis orh

`Dun had thnk ppl feeling uii noe!!1

`Sienx arhs!!

`Now mine mood reli reli reli so not gud T.T

`Gonna crazy liaw i think

`Haihx !!

`Hmm

`Long time dint had update mine blog lerhs!!

`Now edii gona 12am

`Every1 rdy sleep liaw i think

`Me dun noe y so moodless cant sleep lur

`So on mine computer come here blog gain

`Actully me dun had sleep de

`But i go tell every1 i rdy sleep

`Sorrie

`Hmm ,

`Soon sch gonna reopen soon

`Haihx ..

`Every1 are going to back frm sch

`But me lerh?

`I oso dun noe wanna how

`A new life for me

`No more secondry n those things!!

`Fren sum go here sum go thr

`This feel so not gud!!

`When u ppl sch

`Dhen i think soon forgot me liaw lur!!

`Coz dunhad in same sch marhs

`Anyhow will lost contact de

`Wont like before oso

`Haihx !!

`Dun noe y

`From begining

`Fren wan wad or how

`Me sure try mine best to do it

`But now ?

`I juz reli reli nid sumthing easy de

`Seen like so hard for mine frenx to do it

`Tis make me so disapointed u noe!!

`Hmm!!

`Dun noe y u ppl lucky sia lur

`For u ppl those hav gan di n gan mei de

`Once u ppl not in mood or happy wanna share sumthing

`Sure got sum1 share with uii all

`Me so "sian mu" sia!!

"Sian mu" u ppl gud with gan di n gan mei o.o

`But me ?

` I dun noe weather mine self is gud with them or nt

`Me now edii bo mood oo ?!

`No any1 of them noe oso i think

`Haih ..

`Dun k which of mine gan di or gan mei

`I reli reli so wish when i moodless

`They can pei me or send a greeding msg to me bahs

`Haihx

`Love?

`Wad is love?

`Nice thig?

`Stoopid things?

`Me enuff in it lerh

`Feel sienx in this

`Hmm ,myb she hav new bf liaw erhs

`Dun noe larhs

`Me with she getting lost contact

`Or lost things to say

`Dun noe y?

`THis all gud things change so fast sia

`Dun k even fren or love

`Tat y i dun like big holiday in november to december!!

`Tis mak every1 frenship or love change !!!

`I HATE IT !!!

`Suprise ?!!

`Everytime is me gib ppl suprise lur

`But i reli wish sum1 will do it to me sumday?

`Promiss is wad?

`Me oso owns promiss ppl things !!

`wad i promiss?

`Erk , no idea for me

` But i promiss everythings!!

`Sum i did it

`Dhen sum i dun had!!

`For those i dun had did it after i promiss

`I wanna say sorrie lur

`Coz i noe the feel liaw now

`Haih >.<

`Sharon ..

`U thr how edii orhs?

`Oledi few week u thr liaw erk!!

`Bit mizz u sia

`Hahx .. since u go

`Everythings change lerh

`Fren change?apa change oso

`I dun noe wan how to say oso

`Me feel so moodless rite liaw!!

`In fster

`Me getting bored inside

`Since like nth to do!!

`Haihx .. dun noe y so many ppl keep say me_

"So good so many coment or wad

`But i dun had feel it oso

`Sum fren oso lazy reply me

`But me cant do anythings !!

`Juz ~

"DISAPOINTED"

`Hmm ..

`Many fren change?

`Gan mei change?

`Gan di change?

`Those three is the reason?

`Or i'm the one who change?

`I dun noe oso

`I juz now me anyhow type nia!!

`Haihx !!

`Myb nomally me bo so good erk !!

`Or how!!

`But if me dunhad so good u ppl muz tell me can?

`So tat i can change!!

`I dun wish any fren, gan mei or gan di leaving me!!

`Haihx !!

`Me owns jelous!!

`Like fren with fren over gud dhen me( i jelous)

`Like gan mei gud with other kor ( i jelous,coz me dunhad so gud for them)

`Same as gan di or else larhs

`Haihx ..

`Dun noe y

`Me feel mine self like transparent

`I dun noe how ppl say me at back

`Dun noe how they discribe me at back oso

`I think all not so gud de lur

`Dun k how

`Tis all not i wish de bahs

`Who not wish like boy boy owns happy

`Who not wish like sharon can go other place dun stay here

`Who not wish like jj,hilda them can play piano

`Who not wish like jacinta good with every1

`Who not wish like ahhao n lee gud 4ever

`Who not wish like ah pin them owns enjoy

`Who not wish like olivia n ahma them rdy go study in kl

`Oso like simon go oversea

`ME?

`Totally like shit!!

`Juz noe "fan " ppl

`Juz noe " spam" ppl msg

`Juz noe make ppl hate

`Juz noe make ppl dislike

`Juz noe do wad ppl wan but get nth

`Juz noe act like sohai

`Juz noe sad onli

`Haih !! ENUFF larhs

`Dun noe y

`After blog everytime

`I feel so gud so gud

`Er,Like saying everythings to a fren?

`A "silent " dun noe how to talk de fren

`Here oso like diary

`I write everythings not gud n gud de here!!

`Tis bog special for sum1

`Erk .. i dun had say out the name larhs

` But i think i noe wad am i saying

`Hmm ..

This few day u treat me de style like ..

`HAving one wall between us!!

`I du noe wad has happen larhs

`Since tatday u ask me those things like tat

`Me edii start "huai yi " liaw ~~!!

`I dun noe wad can do larhs

`BUT !!

`Me can tell uii NOT me do de rite liaw !!!!

`OKeys ?

`So stop puting a wall between us haihx ~~!!!

`Wish we gud back as be4 bahs hmm !!

`Sorrie guys for late reply or update blog!!

`Coz i dun had in miri lerhs ,

`Dhen ytd juz back frm kl !!

`Hmm ..

`Since now got mood dhen jiu update lur

`Haihx ..

`Juz now i heard sum newa frm sum1

`I dun noe weather tat true or not

`But i noe mine feel so wired

`And dun had mood during tat time

`Sienx arhs ..!!

`Izzit the reason uii less or dun wan reply me?

`Haihx !!!

`Moodless Yung =/

`About trip photo !!

`I will b update late bit !!

`Now reli reli no mood sia

`Still happen so many things tis few day

`Beside tat ..

`Wish sha zhu lester

`Fast fast get away frm ghey dhen

`He tis few day bo mood oso lur

`Erk, dun noe who use his photo go create a fake acc!!

`Hmm .. dun noe him larhs

`All the best dhen

`Get away frm he bahs !!

`If wanna use fake photo ..

`Use other ppl de please =.=

`Sharon

`Edii leave us few week liaw..

`Apuhs ..

`The feel tat she leave us so wired sia..

`Miss this sha po so much !!

`This few day in kl

`Oso got keep find jj,bel them sms lur

`I noe sumtime me bit "fan"

`But thk for acc me sms bahs T.T

`So touching wad uii ppl do

`Thks

`More 1 day

`Dhen hav to join luzhou camp liaw

`Dun noe its a good choice or not tat i go join

`Go thr wish can relax mine self !!

`I dun wanna to think so much

`Apuhs .. reli many things hapen sia

`All go away please

`Go away frm mine lover, frenz , n other

`All go go go

`GO liaw dun come back

`Haihx .. sienx

`Today arhs having last exam

"Perdagangan"

`Actully rdy to gib up liaw de

`Dun wanna go sit for the exam

`Dhen every1 keep ask me go nia lurs

`Hmm ..

`Last i go for the exam

`Happy chin when finish it ^^

`When finish exam

`They early jiu plan wanna go hilda home

`Go thr playing sumthings like tat lur

`Err here include

`Hilda, sharon , Fanny , Jacinta , Joanna,Ru ming (gals)

`Me, ahhao , lee ( boy)

`Frm the begining

`Every1 are so enjoying thr >.< ?!!

`Juz me ..

`Whole day at thr doing wad me self dun noe oso

`Apuushh !!

`Me dou sot gehs!!

`Ppl playing n happy around

`Me one ppl down thr see dvd >.< !!

`Haihx .. i edii trying mine best dun go n think too much

`But i cant do it !!!

`I cannt act as "NUTTIN" hapen bahs T.T !!

`Guyx did u noe the "NUTTIN " mean wads?!!

`Hmm ,

`I think almost every1 thr noe wad am i talking abt

`Haihx !!I dun wan b a selfish ppl u noe ??!!

`BUt ..

`I dun like the feeling of "JELOUS" oso !!

`Haiz ..sorrie tat i say like tis

`BUt i juz write out wad i think n feel today hmm !!

`Here hav sum photo of today !!

`I dun had upload all !!

`Coz .. today totally bo tat mood to took the photo !!

`So juz bit onli !! ^^

`Our group photo tat together at hilda home!!

`Err !! tis is sharon took photo de angle ?!!
`Lolz .. she tot like tis so fn bahs ..
`Can incluede every1 =D


`Hilda(back)
`Ru min n me (front)
`First time took photo with ru min haha!!



`Ru min with me again !!
`lalalz..
`Yeah ^^



`Hmm .. tat's all bahs !!
`Stop here dhen

` This few days arhs

`I keep simply thinking thr

`Apuuhs !!

`Wad oso think

`Think liaw make mine self bo mood gain haihx!!

`Izzit i so many ppl angry or hate merhs?

`Izzit i look so fierce ?

`Izzit i look so bad everythings ?

`Haihx .. i dun noe bahs

`This few days arhs

`Wanna say sorrie to joanna, belinda, jacinta , hilda , jean .yaw tyng , ahhao ,lee ,lester lurks !!

`Hmm .. dun noe y tis few day think liaw "sumthings" dhen bo mood

`Hmm .. i noe i fan them so much tis few day lur ..

`But beside them

`I reli reli edi dun noe wanna find who to share mine moodless aduhz !!

`Then make till every1 keep asking me

-Dun think too much larhs

-It will be alright

-Dun worrie u still hav me

-Happy bit

-Kan puo lur

`Hmm .. thnks uii all so much bahs

`Sorrie tat keep fans u all arhs

`If me over fan muz say out orhs !!!

Thks !!

`Hmm .. last today is the last day of the exam !!

`Hurayys !!

`Acutully finish exam is once happy things marhs

`But for me dun noe y hav a wired n sad sad de feeling

`Coz today is the last day me in sch orhs

`Next year hav wad things hapen no ones noe oso ~~

`Hmm .. I miss everythings here

`Family ? Friends ? Food ? Gan Di ? Gan Mei ? Gangs?

`And thoe ojipala larhs

`Haihx ..

`Anythings bahs

`THe important is i hav finish mine exam xD

`And Christmas n New year is coming soon

`Time reli pass veri fast lerk!!

`I dun noe wad to say

`I juz noe

`I feel so Fanns !!!